Wednesday, May 30, 2012

the beginning of many beautiful summer days

After about a week of bumming around and constantly moving boxes from place to place to place, I am finally somewhat settled in the apartment I will be living in over the summer. I do not yet have a bed, but I will be acquiring one tonight. Let me just say, I absolutely loooove having my own place, even if it is only temporary.

It feels so.. good to come back after work everyday and call this place my home, even though it is only for the summer. I feel like I am now finally a college student. I often feel like I am being too pampered in college while living in the residence halls. To me, it seem like there is no sense of independence. Yes, I know that living in the residence halls is supposed to make the transition easier in college and create a sense of community, however, I do not think that it fosters much independence. While living there, someone feeds me, someone cleans my bathroom, someone cleans the hallways and the floors, someone dusts and cleans the windows, and someone takes out the trash. People are doing all these things for me, but I am not doing them for myself, something I really want in my college experience. I want to cook, I want to clean, and I want to be able to say that I can take care of myself and be more independent. I think that it is an important part of simply growing up. True, people on this campus get to experience this during their junior and senior years, but sometimes I wish it were more flexible than that. So, that is why I am so glad and so excited to live in a place that I can call my own.

Since finals have ended and the summer has begun, I have started my job working under a professor in the field of grassland ecology, and I love it. I work out in the field about an hour drive from campus up in the hills with the windmills. I work with a parter (who is also my friend) six days a week, given that it does not rain.

The other day as we were driving out to the field, we saw a number of deer running along the wheat fields and grassy hills. After seeing them, I realized how much I really like what I am doing. I have a wonderful job, being about to be outside, to be out in nature, and to be able to see animals and plants that live in the area. I am so lucky to call this my job and to be able to experience the beauty of nature all around me. Even the commute to work and from work, about 2 hours total a day, is enjoyable. If I commuted that long to work everyday back at home in the city, I guarantee you that I would hate it. However, this is different; I get to see such beautiful landscape and agriculture that it doesn't even feel like I am making a dreadful commute.



These are some of the shade plots up on the south facing slopes. You can see that three are covered and three are not. (look for the rebar)


The field!


More of the field! (Ignore the signature. My computer automatically put that on there.)


Counting and labeling bluebunch seedlings in a shade plot.


Just had to do this. 


Lupin. 


A view from the road overlooking the land.

No doubt, I will be getting a beautiful farmer's tan. It will be a new tan I'll have to get used to, as I've had (before coming to college) 3 or so "permanent" bathing suit tan lines previously that have now gone away due to the lack of sun exposure during the school year.

As for the rest of my time here during the summer, I have a ton of bucket list things and goals I have yet to accomplish, one of which is to blog weekly. They are currently in the works of being made, but I'll share them when they're accomplished. I'll be doing this work until mid-July, and I have not yet decided what my plans are for the rest of the summer yet. I'd like to do some volunteering at some local farms and I would also like to go backpacking at some point. We'll see :)



Saturday, May 12, 2012

just keep swimming

I am on the verge of insanity. My hands are cramping from all the writing and my head really.. hurts. I should not actually be on here right now, as my last final is at 2pm, and I have to get in as much studying as possible.

All I want to do is sprawl myself out on ankeny, for a very.... long time out in the sun.

The end is near. And I am mentally exhausted. I do not know if I have been this exhausted in a long time.

Sunday, May 6, 2012

the last of china and the dawn of summer..



Summer is so near. I didn't realize how much I miss the sunshine until one day.. it peeped through the clouds :)

It is time for a study break. I will probably be posting quite a lot in the next few days because it will be a nice way to vent as a study break and probably in the next few months to update on my "summer in walla walla".

So, I clearly failed at finishing my blog about my journey to China. I will post my "impressions of China" that I had to write for the class and a few of my favorite photos.

Summer is so near, I can just barely grasp it. Yesterday was my first day (well, half day) out in the field in Wallowa Gap for my internship over the summer. I am so lucky to work out there, as it is absolutely gorgeous. For the most part, I was and will be on my hands and knees counting and analyzing grass. But everything around me, the nature, the sky, the animals is so gorgeous and I am so entrenched in the nature that I forget about all my worries. I am definitely romanticizing this a bit, but I miss being out there. Sometimes, actually a lot of the time, I feel somewhat trapped inside the Whitman bubble, constantly being busy doing something, planning something, or studying for something.

But before I can relax, I have my last week of finals to get through. 4 tests in two days, back to back. I can.. do it. It is going to be a stressful week with practically all my time in the library, but I will be done on Saturday.. in 6 days!

Around this same time that I am done, my big brother will be graduating from Berkeley! I am so incredibly proud of him and I wish him the best. It is hard knowing that I will not be there to see him graduate, and also knowing that I will not be able to be with my family at that time.

And, as promised.. The last of China below!


Big Wild Goose Pagoda in Xi'an.


Had to be done. At the Big Wild Goose Pagoda. SO ESSITED!

Incense near the temples.


One of the most precious girls in Xinjiang.



A man we talked to in Tuyoq Village in Turpan.


Raisins.


Raisins upclose. Regions like Turpan are well known for their dried raisins.


At a Muslim mosque in Xinjiang.


 

My new Chinese friend that I met!


Camels!



Pretending to be camels



My favorite meal on the trip. MSG? Yep! These are hand strung noodles and veggies.



Impressions of the Silk Roads
The two weeks that I was traveling in China for the History and Ethnobiology of the Silk Roads field trip were two of the most enriching and enjoyable weeks I have ever experienced. I did not expect to learn and experience so much about the Silk Roads, China, the world, and myself in the time that I was traveling.
Learning about the Silk Roads in the classroom and seeing its influence in China firsthand are two very different learning experiences. Visiting and experiencing different aspects of places along the Silk Roads is the most enriching way to learn about its history and ethnobiology. Prior to the trip, it found it hard to conceptualize the significance, as well as the difference between certain regions, peoples, and goods traded along the Silk Roads. However, I am now able to make connections between what I learn both inside and outside of the classroom, and I better understand its significance to the people and the products that traveled along them. Because of this trip, I gained a greater appreciation and understanding for those who traveled the difficult and vast terrain of the desert and mountains. Often, I even imagined myself as a traveling merchant trekking through the harsh sand dunes, mountains, and desert.
To be completely honest, I did not know much about China before this trip, except for information I learned in the lecture class. I did not realize how large and diverse China actually is, and I did not even know that minority groups, such as the Uyghurs, existed. Thus, it is hard to simplify and generalize Chinese culture and people, as China is actually made up of several different ethnic groups with their own subcultures.
While in Xi’an, which is dominantly Han, I observed that the people have certain distinctive characteristics different from those generally rooted in Americans. For example, they have an amazing sense of hospitality, kindness, and patience. I am not saying that Americans do not demonstrate hospitality, kindness, and patience, but that these characteristics seem to be rooted in the Chinese culture. Despite our group’s lateness, the Chinese students at the Northwestern Polytechnic University were very patient and understanding when we met them, and they were still open and friendly toward their visitors. Later that night, when we did not ask for coffee at the first lecture, the host served us all with the utmost kindness. Additionally, in the town square behind the Big Wild Goose Pagoda, I observed that it had a very peaceful and calm environment, as people were strolling along the pathways, sitting on benches, and enjoying the company of their family and friends. My idea of the China was significantly influenced by this trip, as I was able to learn firsthand about its diverse culture and people.
Seeing the way people live in a China has also broadened my perspective of the world. Prior to this trip, I have never been to another country in which the culture, way of life, and language is vastly different than that I know of. After visiting China, I learned much about the reality of inequality, as I have heard much about it, but have never actually seen it. Through my observations in China, I have learned more about this issue and why it persists in the world.
Nevertheless, I have also learned that even though the world is a large, diverse place filled with all kinds of people with unique stories and perspectives of the world, everyone is not actually so different from one another. When I met the Chinese students, I learned that they enjoy much of the same things and also struggle through much the same issues that I do. Though we all grow up in different environments that shape our perspectives and attitudes of the world, we also all share similar human experiences. This trip to China has not only broadened my knowledge about the world, but it has also allowed me to evaluate my own life and see where I fit in the greater context of the world.
Lastly, I also learned a significant amount about myself on this trip. One of the reasons I wanted to go to China was to learn about my family’s Chinese origin and how it has shaped me today. During this trip, I learned a little about the culture that my grandfather grew up in.  I can clearly connect my grandfather’s hospitality, genuine manner, and lighthearted way of going about life to the values and culture I observed of the Han Chinese.
Throughout the trip, I also discovered my love for stories. I heard stories about the lives of the students at the university, the Han people, the Uyghur people, the heroes and warriors in legends, the important figures in Chinese history, and even my fellow Whitman students and professors on this trip. I am fascinated by the way each person on this earth has a different story, and each story is somehow connected to another.
I also realized my love for simplicity, my appreciation for the earth, and my desire to live a content and meaningful life while on this trip. When I walked through Tuyoq Village, I was fascinated by the simplistic and sustainable way people lived. This rural village served as strike contrast to life in the city, as they lived in a more remote area with little access to the material “comforts” of life. The people were by no means wealthy, but they seemed very content, humble, and genuine. I would love learn the stories of the people who live here, as well as experience what life is like for them.
Furthermore, by constantly reflecting in my journal, I began to notice the way I absorb information and experiences. I learned that I tend to experience and enjoy things through my senses rather than through intuition. In addition, when writing my reflections, I learned that I like to describe how I feel at the exact moment and the environment around me, so I can recreate the entirety of a certain experience. 
I do not think that I would have ever had such an enriching and wonderful experience in China without going on this specific trip, as many aspects like the dynamics of the group, the background knowledge of the history and ethnobiology of many aspects along the Silk Road, the knowledge and guidance of Professor Dobson and Professor Dott, the informational tour guides, and the diversity of sites the group went to were utterly unique. What I learned on this trip about the Silk Roads, China, the world, and myself was an extremely eye opening to my experience as a Whitman student.